some people cant eat
some people dont want to eat
some people cant stop eating
all are equally life damaging eating disorders and all should be treated as such
"1. there is going to be a day or two or three where nothing goes right and it seems like everyone is against you, do not forget that you can crawl in bed and take a break from the world for a little while, tomorrow will be better and you will be okay.
2. there is going to be a boy who tells you that you are the moon and who will make your heart race every time his skin touches yours, do not forget that you are not his, if he kisses you and makes you cry you are allowed to run away. people come and go and you will be okay.
3. there is going to be a girl with wolf teeth who rips out your heart and cuts at your throat, you will love her because she is everything you are not and you will hate her because she is everything you could be, do not forget that her bones are made of stardust like yours, everyone is a little lost and you will be okay.
4. green should be the color of plants and not people, do not envy the girl with dead eyes and flushed cheeks who sleeps in the beds of boys you dream of, she is a small human just like you and she gets lonely and angry and afraid sometimes too.
5. cocaine makes you sad so that you lust to do more, love does that too. do not play with matches if you are standing in dry grass. do not fall in love if you are not ready."
- things that i’ve picked up on throughout my small life (via thewastedgeneration)
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When drunk, you will slur every word but my name.
When you pass out from intoxication, you will tell your mother that it was from too much vodka and no one was there to stop you.
you were alone.
She will not ask about me.
You will wonder why.
Three weeks ago, when I called her, I told her to stop asking about me,
to stop reassuring you that the next phone call would be from me,
because this was the last.
we both cried.
you will wear out the knees of your jeans praying I will come back.
I will wear out my voice screaming in the middle of the night,
always screaming that I miss you.
we were right for each other, but wrong at love.
we were not good enough,
we will never be good enough.
- Amanda Helm - One day you will forget me and I will forget you, that day is not today (via girlchoking)
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why cant i lose weight as easily as i lose friends
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Is this messed up?!?!?!
When I look at thinspo I’m just as disgusted with girls that aren’t super thin as I am at myself. Even if they’re probably a healthy weight it’s not good enough to my ana and my brain.
its not messed up, i do that too. its part of the disorder love :(